*some new favorites*

BCBGirls Gaho in Mint, love love LOVE this color

Chanel Irreelle Duo eyeshadows, Orient Express,
Emerald Coast & Sunset Gold are my favs

did someone slip some LSD into my water?!

i hear weird noises coming from the tv, so i get up to investigate...its 3:20 am, i could very well be hallucinating, so i decide to take pics to make sure im not...

im questioning it though...


if i *were* on drugs, id be tripping the fuck out!
fucking christ who creates this shit?

this has be going on for almost 5 mins now...

oh yeah, they get better!

this actually *kinda* scares me...

now im speechless...

yeah i definitely unknowingly ingested some
sort of hallucinogen

dear god! this is almost worse than watching clockwork orange after eating half a pan of pot brownies, aaaaahhhhahahhaa!

*new toy*

*my fashion idol*

This bed is on fire with passion and love
The neighbors complain about the noises above
But she only comes when shes on top
My therapist not to see you no more
She said you're like a disease without any cure
She said I'm so obsessed that I'm becoming a bore oh no Ah, you think you're so pretteeee-eeeeeeee-eeeeeeeeeeee-eeeeeeee
Caught your hand inside the till
Slammed your fingers in the door
Fought with kitchen knives and skeweeeeeeers
Dressed me up in womens clothes
Messed around with gender roles
Dye my eyes and call me pretteeeee-eeeeeeeeeeee-eeeeeeeeeee-eeeeeee
Moved out of the house, so you moved next door
I locked you out, you cut a hole in the wall
I found you sleeping next to me, I thought I was alone
You're driving me crazy, when are you coming home

So, Aidan came over last night after his band played at the bar. They were pretty good. He's the drummer and wore a blue dickies jumpsuit. It was kinda hot. They did a really good cover of Rocky Racoon, which you've gotta love. Then we came back here and partied like rock stars till 6am. For unfortunate reasons there was no boneing...boning??, but I have a feeling it may happen some time soon. Wink wink. If hes lucky that is. He looks just like Aidan when we all first met him.....when he had the long hair. Love you - bye
Spdmo

what exactly does 'partied like a rock star mean'?!?

Speedmo9: you know....wake up - drink - lay out by the pool - smoke cigarettes - drink - bbq - bar - party till 6 - bed - wake up - start drinking - more pool and sun - more drinking - bar to watch the boys in the band - sara dancing on stage and the tables a la penny lane from almost famous - powder - drinking - house party after the boys show was done - drinking - bed at 7 am Speedmo9: you know the routine
Speedmo9: the house was a pigstye last night
Speedmo9: and now its all over
Speedmo9: great fun was had by all
Speedmo9: we do it right when theres a bday around here
Speedmo9: except when its mine cause my mom was in town.....and of course it wasnt summer

ROCK ON!

lotsa vodka/redbull...lotsa dancing...and some great music...madonna, prince, vanilla ice, biggie, the CLASSICS!!

for all you HATERS...here are some more pics of myself for you to look at and criticize about later, maybe youll even get more from our last night out...mwuahaha



ive officially had my tongue pierced for a year now, THANK YOU krameh bebeh...i will never ever forget our piercings! (and yes its true what they say...)
"did you know rick james died today?" BITCHES!
one of the instructions was no alcohol for at least a week, so what do kramer and i do? headed to the bars! fuck i was on a liquid diet anyway...heres a tribute to a year ago...

last week at whisper, why cant i keep my mouth closed?!?

who doesnt LOVE kittens?!

Speedmo9: are you there?
iikka: hey bebeh
Speedmo9: hiya!
iikka: im gonna go partay tom night
Speedmo9: you back from san franny?
iikka: in the city, some club...?
Speedmo9: yeah baby
Speedmo9: fuckka fuckka
Speedmo9: right right
Speedmo9: we're gooona be fady fady
Speedmo9: sarita bonita chiquitas
Speedmo9: bday
Speedmo9: more so fucked up than were gonna be tonight
iikka: tell sara HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Speedmo9: i will
Speedmo9: we put a candles in her margarita
iikka: thats fun
Speedmo9: i had cupcakes but she wanted it her drink
iikka: ...and dangerous?
Speedmo9: OH!
Speedmo9: i wanted to tell you
Speedmo9: you know my history
Speedmo9: and im totally gonna have to eat my words here
Speedmo9: you know my feelings about cats
iikka: uh do i?
Speedmo9: but as of 10 minutes from now
iikka: you LOVE my cats
iikka: they are the best!
Speedmo9: i am going to be an owner of a cat
iikka: YOU'RE GETTING A CAT?!
iikka: omg im so happy for you!
iikka: a kitten?
iikka: dont tell me a kitten
Speedmo9: yeah
iikka: ill be super jealous!!
Speedmo9: a kitten
Speedmo9: his name is ace
iikka: ahhhhhhhhhh
Speedmo9: ill send you pictures
iikka: WOW thats close to what im naming my next cat
Speedmo9: youre gonna have to teach me the ways of loving a cat
iikka: but i cant get one till catcat dies
iikka: ooooh i will fly the fuck down there to teach you to love a cat
Speedmo9: thats terrible to say!!!!
iikka: im naming my next cat zeus
Speedmo9: is that what i have to do to get you down here?????
Speedmo9: hahahaha
Speedmo9: oh wait
Speedmo9: i think hes here
iikka: no im coming down soon lovey
Speedmo9: hes here!
iikka: whos here?
Speedmo9: ill take a pic now
iikka: there i mean
Speedmo9: the cat
iikka: the cat showed up!?
Speedmo9: he just came in
Speedmo9: ill take a pic
Speedmo9: gimme a minute
iikka: OMG NOW BITCH
iikka: NOW
iikka: hows he gon get along with your bunnies
iikka: my next cat...zeus..."he was the supreme ruler of Mount Olympus and of the Pantheon of gods"
iikka: tell sara happy bday again! tell her christ loves her! and that i found my bible from hs...
Speedmo9: i cant get a good pic of the cat
Speedmo9: hes searchin the area
Speedmo9: gettin to know the place
Speedmo9: he sniffed outside the door at the rabbits and ran away
Speedmo9: i want to get a pic of his face
Speedmo9: hes super cute
iikka: just hold him and do it
Speedmo9: i dont want to piss him off
Speedmo9: and traumatize
Speedmo9: him
iikka: you wont
Speedmo9: i dont know how cats work
iikka: how old is he?
iikka: just pick him up nuzzle him close to your neck and snap a pic
Speedmo9: hes about 6 months
iikka: i NEED to see him im kitten deprived
Speedmo9: ok
Speedmo9: its sending to your phone
Speedmo9: dusty is holding him
iikka: ill have to call you tomorrow and tell you all about cats
Speedmo9: you get the pic?
iikka: omg dodo hes addoooooorable!
Speedmo9: he is cute
iikka: looks my mama's kitty zeke, what is it with me and 'z' names?
iikka: oooooh
iikka: he'll snuggle in bed with you
iikka: gosh i want a kitten
iikka: but it would traumatize catcat too much, hes 15
iikka: 15 fucking years old
Speedmo9: you can visit me and sleep with him
iikka: ive known that cat for more than half my life
iikka: send another one!!
iikka: ooooh he is THE CUTEST!
iikka: im so happy you're a cat person now! you're gonna LOVE it!

since i cant wear my shoes *b/c ill most likely need surgery on my toe* the least i can do is change up my colors! FUNKY NEW FAVS...
'ELECTRIC EEL' & 'AZURE FOR SURE'

im addicted to BCBGirls handbags...HELP!!

love the black & aqua too...
but citrus is def my fav

fuck driving...its all about flying

sac valley, extra confusing airplane gauges (for me at least), hwy 5 & lake berryessa...more later...

drunk times in the city